I talk about my own feeling of hopelessness in “Ocean Waves” when the given circumstance of hardship seemed so out of my control. It was daunting as if it would never end. I hated myself for acting like it was all fine and putting up a front to people around me to seem happy when I was actually not. In Verse 1, I talk about my limited ability of not being able to do anything about my life and my limited perspective of seeing the world only through my feelings of sadness.
I then transition to shed light on what I hold onto during these times of trial in verse 2 which is representative of my faith in something bigger than myself. A source of hope, an anchor of firm foundation, a soothing voice that I can hold onto when I’m broken and lost.
lyrics
[Hook]
Where can I find true rest?
My path becomes blurrier with each step
Where can I find true happiness?
The ocean waves rise against me and I fret (x2)
[Verse 1 - Me]
Over the rugged mountains that block my way
I wonder if there is light? Here, I can’t see a single speck
The answer to this question I still don’t know
I’ll continue to pray until I find out.
Frustrations piling up inside my chest
Worries cloud my head. Will I ever escape this mess?
Pathetic. I don’t want to be stuck in this state.
“It will get better,” but nothing’s changed.
I don’t want anyone to see that I’m like this.
Well, I’m already alone. I guess it worked out.
Nobody sees I’m sad cos I act like everything’s ok.
Always pretend, feeling fake
and i ask myself “Why?”
Honestly… why? Why does it have to be so painful? Why?
[Hook]
Where can I find true rest?
My path becomes blurrier with each step
Where can I find true happiness?
The ocean waves rise against me and I fret (x2)
[Verse 2 - Jesus]
I hope you know that I love you to death.
When there is a misunderstanding or barricade
I work to tear them down for our relationship and your faith.
When your heart rips into pieces and it’s hurts like hell.
Remember, I know how you feel. I died on the cross
Taking on the crown of thorns, nails, spears, whip, even spit.
You are worth it all.
So, no matter what happens don’t give up.
I am always rooting for you with a whole lot of love.
Yes, I totally understand.
I already won the wars waged against you.
Toss the lies in your head. Believe in the truth and my feelings.
I am always with you. I mean it really.
Lift up your face and take joy in my glory.
Unlimited freedom and joy. I want to give them all to you. O right now.
[Outro]
My arms are wide open.
We are most joyful when we are together.
I am always working to keep your heart whole.
Simply call upon my name Jesus, with sincerity.
